"Yeay.. I'm on my tummy now... I can see from a different view now.. no more bored siling scenery unless mama put me on the playmet.. huhu..".. maybe thats what Hakimi would said (if he can talk la.. aku lately ni suka sgt berimaginasi.. apasal ek??)Its all bcoz.. yesterday.. hakimi can roll over on his tummy.. what is suprised me is.. his head was so strong.. no lentok-lentok.. previously.. he only can mengiring jer.. and crying (angry) coz he cannot roll over.. marah sgt2 sbb tak boleh adjust tgn utk meniarap.. now.. with 1 attempt he manage to roll over.. yeeayy!!! bukan Hakimi je suka.. mama pun sama.. zahirul lagik la excited bila tgk adik dia meniarap... sblm ni asik tgk adik baring.. tetiba semalam.. position berubah.. siap gelak2 lagik.. Jom layan piccas Hakimi ngan skill baru dia... 
mengiring.. tgn tu tak lepas dr molots..
push skit badan tu ke kiri..
yah.. hiyahh.. almost on my tummy..
(at the back.. zahirul laying on his bibik Siti.. sgt manja hokey..)
Yeay... kepala kasi tegak.. takmaw lentok2.. baru la macho kan mama.. huhu
"mama.. adik hakimi dah boleh roll over la.." kata Zahirul dalam bahasa Siam yang mama sgt sukar utk fahami.. hikhik..
(masalah percakapan betul la zahirul ni.. as soon as u turn 2 y.o... if u still hv this problem.. I'll take u to the speech therapist..)
Pagi tadi Hakimi bangun awal.. 6.00am he already woke up.. after breastfeeding him.. tamaw tido.. then, put him on the playmet.. sekejap je pusing meniarap.. pastu roll over back (baring).. pastu meniarap.. pastu baring.. wow!!! he is enjoying his new skill.. caya la anak mama ni..
Salam..
My work space.. (sila buat2 tak nampak meja yg berselerak kat blkg tu ye..)
Komputer gabak kat meja tu mmg tak digunakan sbb slow.. cuma pakai bila student nak bagi apa2 thru thumdrive.. (tamaw laptopku kena jangkitan virus..)
Today is my 2nd week I went to the office after 60 days confinement holiday.. As usual.. work is waiting for me.. there is a 'loooooongg' list given from the ketua jabatan last tuesday.. huhu.. what a work!!! rasa cam nak continue cuti jek.. maybe I should consider unpaid leave.. (boleh ker??)
- Have to prepare the Specialty Optometry Clinic I practical test for Low Vision & Ocular disease component.. (the question.. the practical setting.. the student list.. the procedur.. mati wooo!!) exam 5 may..
- Prepare the Contact Lenses II Practical exam.. ( ini lagik la mati.. coz this is the prerequsits test for the student.. means.. If they fail.. they won't be able to proceed to the clinical year.. ) What should I do?? The patients.. 16 org.. (sorg pun tak dapat lagik.. huhu..)call the external examiner.. (luckyly manage to confirm 2 examiners..) the exam form.. examiner guideline.. the apparatus.. the rooms.. student list n schedule..
- Invigilate exam.. for 3 weeks.. my schedule.. I hv to invigilate 7 times.. 3 times being a Ketua Pengawas.. 2 times hv to invigilate on Saturday.. (abis la weekend gua.. uwaaa...)
- Marking exam paper.. n upload marks within 7 days after the exam day..
- collect data for jabatan reaserch.. so far baru 6 orang.. Malasnyerrrr... nak kena siap end April ni.. total subject 30.. another 24 to go..
- ISO thingy.. nak evaluate ISO this coming 4 May.. masuk keje selasa.. khamis dah ada meeting ISO ni.. As a wakil Jabatan.. have to collect the portfolio pengajaran (yang lengkap) from each lecture.. the Jabatan "fail meja" (mimiey.. please settle the fail meja ye.. sebelum 27 taw.. hehe.. I'm pressuring her..)
- MQA document.. I have to settle for CL I & II, CL clinic I & II, Specialty Clinic I,II & III, Low Vision (wooo.. 8 portfolio.. nak 25 May ni..)
- List of student research project.. (so far baru ada 1 tajuk.. nak 4 tajuk.. apasal la otak aku ni beku tak boleh generate tajuk research nih.. huh!! beku sbb coti lama kot..)
- lain-lain perkara.. (the ad-hoc thingy..)
But, there is a few good thing before coming back to work.. hehehe..
- Got a new gadget.. thanks Mr. Hubby for this.. muaahhh!! luv u..
Suka.. sbb sgt nipis.. takde la kembung handbag keje yg kecik tu..
A month before the 'holiday' ends.. I kept telling him about my old Hp.. asik2 ter'off' sendiri.. n bateri cepat sgt kong.. after cucuk jarum sini.. cucuk jarum sana.. finally manage to get that.. murah je.. yg penting camera dia bagus sbb kalo malas nak bawak camera.. at least yg hp punye tak mengecewakan.. yahuuuu..
2. New maid.. will be story later.. but so far what I can tell u.. she is quite good.. Alhamdulillah..
the room that I've cleaned before she came in..
aii.. skrg ni suka benar isap jari.. tak cukup susu ke? ataupun sekadar sucking satisfaction??
Semalam.. aku bangun sgt2 awal.. around 3.30am, Zahirul was merengek2 dlm tido.. so, bangun.. baring sebelah dia.. tepuk2 then ngan aku sekali tertido.. pastu pukul 5 am Hakimi pulak bangun.. pegi plak kat Hakimi (dia tido kat atas katil in between me n hubby) Bf kan dia.. pastu bila dah kenyang.. takmo tido la pulak.. nak ajak bercakap.. hu..ha..hu..ha.. okey la.. layan Hakimi cakap2.. even tho' mata aku ni cam separuh terbukak.. then I continued breastfeeding him until he fall as sleep.. at that time, it was around 6am.. Hubby pun dah bangun nak siap2 keje.. After solat, hubby told me to continue sleeping bcoz he saw I was like pening2 lalat.. mata merah.. thanks dear coz concern about me.. I wish can have extra sleeping time to ganti masa2 yg tak cukup tuh.. I wish.. but, that day mmg cannot. Big no-no.. Yesterday, I have to bring Hakimi to the clinic to 2 mths check up n injection.. before that, have to sent Zahirul to taska.. Lepas siap2kan Hakimi.. Zahirul aku tak mandikan dia.. sbb tak sempat.. mandi kat taska ye Zahirul.. pack barang2.. at 7.40am baru kuar umah.. Turun dr umah.. sebelah tgn pimpin abang.. lagi satu tgn dokong adik.. belakang badan ada 2 bagpack.. 1 for zahirul.. another 1 is mine.. (sejak ada anak ni sgt2 malas pakai handbag.. pakai bagpack senang nak sumbat segala macam barang.. especially the kid's things.. huhu) Arrived at Klinik Kesihatan Seri Kembangan dalam pukul 8.15am.. Hakimi tido.. malas nak guna stroller sbb umat manusia yg ramai akan myebabkan sgt2 susah n sukar utk manuver ke sana sini.. dokong lagik senang.. (masa ni terasa pulak nak beli baby carrier atau sling.. hah.. mula la xtvt nak perabiskan duit tu.. huahuahua..) aku dapat no 2028.. means giliran yg ke 28.. ok.. not bad.. bila Hakimi dah mula bangun.. sbb suasana yg agak bising.. aku pun masuk kat bilik menyusu.. utk bf dia.. bagus la ada bilik khas utk bf ni.. cuma.. yg hazabnyer.. bilik ni cam dok dlm oven 200 darjah celcius.. panas sgt2.. kipas siling yg dah rosak sejak berabad lamanyer tak diorg betulkan.. aircond ada.. tp tak boleh on.. (anggap la sekadar hiasan di dinding..) berpeluh2 si kecik tu bf.. mak2 lain yg bfkan baby diorg kat situ masing2 tangan dok mengipas anak2 ngan buku n etc.. termasuklah aku.. eiii.. sgt hazab okey.. Klinik ni last month masa aku dtg diorg tgh buat ISO evaluation.. camne la diorg boleh dpt ISO ni?? tak mesra pelanggan betul la.. 
Snap this pic before we are leaving to the clinic..
sempat lagi mama nak amik gambo saya ye..
Lepas bf aku pun cepat2 kuar dr bilik tuh.. nak dok kat luar.. kunun2nye nak carik port kat bawah kipas.. tempat duduk sgt2 penuh.. kalo mak2 yg bawak anak.. wanita mengandung.. aku tak kisah la kalo aku kena berdiri.. ni tak.. ngan para2 suami yg meneman isteri yg mengandung pun dok melepak sama.. lagik satu, kalo orang 'cha.. alif.. nun.. alif' diorg ni suka dtg ngan suami... (ok la still acceptable) pastu mak diorg pun sure ikut sama.. (kunun2 excited nak hantar cucu pi check up..) wallaweii... korg ni kan meramaikan umat manusia la kat klinik yg sempit tu.. dah jadik cam sardin taw.. para suami.. bukan tak boleh ikut... boleh.. aku pun suka kalo hubby aku dtg sama.. (even tho' aku kdg2 suka buat sendirik.. independent la kata kan.. perasan!!) tp kasi can la kat mak2 yg bawak baby.. pompuan mengandung duduk.. korang duduk la kat luar.. or berdiri.. ini tak.. korg yg memenuhkan kerusi2 tu taw.. kalo aku still ok lagik la nak berdiri sbb mendukung Hakimi aku tak rasa berat sgt berbanding dukung Zahirul yg bambam dulu.. tp semalam aku ada sorg mak tu dtg ngan baby 5 bulan yg sgt2 montel.. n sihat.. tp dia tak larat nak dokong anak dia.. ye la.. anak dia tu dah 10 kilos.. (ni aku tau sbb tanye mak dia masa sembang2..) takde baby carrier atau stroller.. muka cam tensen je kena diri dokong anak sbb takde tpt nak duduk.. Tu la.. kdg2 org kita ni tak berapa nak concern benda2 camni..
Berat zahirul bertambah.. dah 5.1kg.. ok.. good.. (aku suka.. sbb adalah sorg manusia tu kata kalo tak campur formula milk anak tak cukup susu.. see.. from 3.8kg to 5.1kg within 1 month.. okey hape..) check up pun ok.. pastu cucuk.. menangis sekejap je.. (good boy u r strong.. like auntie Yuzie said.. bcoz of 'the wonder milk'..) then amik ubat demam.. kot2 la demam lepas cucuk.. then settle.. klinik kerajaan ni.. kalo tak dok lama kat situ mmg tak sah.. paling2 cepat mesti 2 jam.. tghari dalam pukul 11.30 baru balik.. Hakimi sampai tertido kepenatan.. alaaa.. sianyer anak mama.. Balik hantar hakimi ke taska Zahirul sbb aku kena pi opis utk meeting praktikal exam.. sedey okey.. sbb 1st time tinggalkan dia.. bekalkan beberapa botol EMB.. petang tu dalam pukul 2pm my breast engorge.. argghhh.. sakitnyer.. Thank God bawak breast pump.. balik amik both kids dah pukul 6.30pm.. sampai umah bagi potato wadges kat Zahirul.. air rebina..on tv.. bukak katun.. (ini adalah umpan utk zahirul supaya dia dok diam2.. hehehe.. kalo tak nak membuas aje..) then grab hakimi utk bf dia.. masa tu breast tgh engorge.. at that time.. I wish if I'm a full housewife sgt2 senang bf baby.. kan? tp kalo jadik housewife.. gaji yg ada skrg ni nak la tiap2 bulan masuk akaun.. huhu.. abang.. boleh ke cenggitu?? hehehe.. 
Abang Zahirul yg tgh tido.. suka cium dia masa tgh tido.. muaahhh..
